Wrecked Car

so about two weeks ago, my Audi got wrecked. Some idiot guy backed right over it and totaled it. Its been nothing but a head ache ever since. Insurance companies fighting. took them a week to even decide if they would cover it. then another week to get us our check. We have only had out rental for four days. AND NOW we cant even access the money because there is a 5 day hold on the check. wtf. seriously. this is rediculous. its causing more issues then its worth and now we have to wait till dec 2 to even think about getting another car. AND to top it all off pats check wasnt deposited because of a tech error and they are closed untill monday now because of the holiday! urrr FML

Friends

so, in high school, i had this friend. well, we didnt start as friends. no. i didnt even really know her at all actually. In fact, lol, we had a fight before we were even friends. OVER A BOY! lol. then we came to school wearing the same pants. lol. and that was a big deal then! those were my favorite pants of all time! I laugh now thinking about it. i miss those days. After that we did everything together. Ya know besides the fact that she was an art genius and i cant draw a circle and i was a competition cheerleader and she was prone tto being hit my cars ( lol love you!) we did everything together. There was this time we were at my dads and she drew this gigantic picture of the two of us on my bedroom wall... and we stayed up all night. Then another time i stayed at her place and she painted all night.. her room was small and we didnt open a window. needless to say im pretty sure we were pretty high.. lol unknowingly. We have almost three pages in our senior yearbooks of inside jokes that to this day i know i still laugh at. MEEP! I miss when things were as simple as hoping into her fry box car and driving until we didnt know where we were. Now were all grown up. With our own kids and houses and men and dogs and stuff. things are waaaaaaaaayyyyyyy more complicated now. in fact, i feel like i dont know her anymore. I try to. but its like im not here. i ge that we have our own crap going on, but thats just the thing. we BOTH do but, i just dont know anymore i guess. I love you to pieces. My best friend from high school( i dont know about you but most my friends moved on without even so much as batting an eye at me) i just wish there was more us time. But i can only try so hard without getting any response. I miss you................

stressed out mom.... bleh

sometimes, i don't know where my life is going. It seems like i have to take it one day at a time, one decision at a time. So how am i supposed to plan this marriage. Recently, my car was wrecked( we weren't in it, it was parked) and now were without a vehicle till the insurance pays out. Ive taken in two cats( one which as hopefully found a home after tomorrow night) and two more are coming in tonight. I don't understand how people can get animals and then part with them because they don't "fit it" with the here and now. makes me a lil sick. So because i am who i am i am briing them here till another home comes along, so to get a total, thats 3 rabbits, 2 dogs, and 8, YES 8 cats. $ of which are really only being fostered but still. And dont even get me started on things between him and i..just urgh...