Friends

so, in high school, i had this friend. well, we didnt start as friends. no. i didnt even really know her at all actually. In fact, lol, we had a fight before we were even friends. OVER A BOY! lol. then we came to school wearing the same pants. lol. and that was a big deal then! those were my favorite pants of all time! I laugh now thinking about it. i miss those days. After that we did everything together. Ya know besides the fact that she was an art genius and i cant draw a circle and i was a competition cheerleader and she was prone tto being hit my cars ( lol love you!) we did everything together. There was this time we were at my dads and she drew this gigantic picture of the two of us on my bedroom wall... and we stayed up all night. Then another time i stayed at her place and she painted all night.. her room was small and we didnt open a window. needless to say im pretty sure we were pretty high.. lol unknowingly. We have almost three pages in our senior yearbooks of inside jokes that to this day i know i still laugh at. MEEP! I miss when things were as simple as hoping into her fry box car and driving until we didnt know where we were. Now were all grown up. With our own kids and houses and men and dogs and stuff. things are waaaaaaaaayyyyyyy more complicated now. in fact, i feel like i dont know her anymore. I try to. but its like im not here. i ge that we have our own crap going on, but thats just the thing. we BOTH do but, i just dont know anymore i guess. I love you to pieces. My best friend from high school( i dont know about you but most my friends moved on without even so much as batting an eye at me) i just wish there was more us time. But i can only try so hard without getting any response. I miss you................